A beautiful September morning, The world changed for me Once at 8:46 Then again at 9:03 So impressionable in age Coming right out of my teens Tears filled my eyes as I watched the TV screen American Flight 11 was first Then United 175 My heart just sank with 77 When it hit the Pentagon's … Continue reading 8:46
Tag: grief
Breathe
I am seeing now the universe is playing tricks on me.. How could this be? I was going good and then it tugged the carpet from underneath. But I let it do this you see… I am stronger and it's not any man that I need I demand respect and I think you hold the … Continue reading Breathe
Icicles
Why does it hurt so bad Why is there so much pain I can't even stand to look at myself Things just aren't the same. Pain tingles thru my body Icicles of a cold rain So much tension God, am i going insane? All this love to give With nothing to gain Breathe in and … Continue reading Icicles
Bourbon Heartbreak
I cannot expect anything of you, We are no longer one in soul But until you starting loving yourself more... I'm sorry. I have to let you go. I can be just friends - It's nothing to do with that. It's more the fact that you're going to drink... Until your liver is black. I … Continue reading Bourbon Heartbreak
Bothersome
Do you know what bothers me? You created me as a monster in your head. You victimize... yourself with lies, Confusion gave way instead. Do you know what bothers me? Is you said forever and bounced. Like you played my heart right from start... Didn't give a fucking ounce. Do you know what bothers me? … Continue reading Bothersome
Serendismissed
You said our love was serendipitous. Love you something ridiculous To pi or infinity - but it didn't exist Like a diss I was dismissed You said it yourself that You were finished Cut me out like I'm dead... God it hurts so bad To know I meant nothing and it’s just sad That I … Continue reading Serendismissed
Harem of Lies
So mad I can hardly stand it You want your fucking narrative? Tell your harem lies… Go ahead and fucking brand it. Karma catches up No matter how you will dodge it Or you'll just drink yourself to death Just because you've think you've lost it. You think I will talk shit? Boy I don’t … Continue reading Harem of Lies
Pray
When I close my eyes at night I pray Thank you for this day And the things I have today Thank you for the blessings That are coming my way One more thing I'd like to say I know things blew up in my face But I ask you heal his heart Because all I … Continue reading Pray
Idealized
Idealized in my head The version I created dead Dissatisfaction With my traction Lack of feeling and no reaction Thought it had passion But that's gone - no more action Broken Misspoken Love turn toxic has us sitting back and choking No emotion. It's fine - I bring no commotion Because you validated everything in … Continue reading Idealized
Without You
As time goes on.. I realize you're really gone When I thought I was the one You'd spend with forever and beyond But suddenly it just feels wrong This grief is too damn strong Only one week has ended like our song I just wish it be done... he'd fight for me or I move … Continue reading Without You
Confessions of a Trauma Queen 