Idealized

Idealized in my head The version I created dead Dissatisfaction With my traction Lack of feeling and no reaction Thought it had passion But that's gone - no more action Broken Misspoken Love turn toxic has us sitting back and choking No emotion. It's fine - I bring no commotion Because you validated everything in … Continue reading Idealized →

Without You

As time goes on.. I realize you're really gone When I thought I was the one You'd spend with forever and beyond But suddenly it just feels wrong This grief is too damn strong Only one week has ended like our song I just wish it be done... he'd fight for me or I move … Continue reading Without You →

Overreact

Did I overreact? In that panic attack I could not even act It just brought me back To the time that your lies stackt "No I'm in a meeting, break" Lies. The only thing I did was promise myself heartache.(Written on Jan 20, 6:26 PM)

Empty Inside

I feel so empty inside Feelings I cannot deny Watching what once gave me life.. Just shrivel up and die Because we lost sight And gave into the fight Scared like scorned children The realness gave us a bit of fright Lovers quarrels turned to toxic chaos Saying things just out of spite One hurt … Continue reading Empty Inside →

Ride or Die or Lies

I really had to let him go I had to say goodbye I spent 6 months realizing that The past ten years were just a lie. I'd tell myself you loved me, I thought you needed to grow... and when you took what you could from me... You said I was too sick and needed … Continue reading Ride or Die or Lies →

Ditches

I tried to build a bridge But ended up in a ditch When you got the itch And left abandoned for some other bitch. Ten years wasted on all of this. I wish I could avoided that first kiss I could have avoided feeling neglected, Disrespected, Rejected, and could have avoided the whole diss. But … Continue reading Ditches →

iLLuSiOnS & dELuSiOnS

Go for it. Drown yourself in delusion. With people you think really care? Man it's a fucking illusion But you see it Put up with the abuse and Think that they're your friends Pissing on the people Who would stick until the end Thinking they know you And the "tHe fUcKiNg TrUtH" When in reality … Continue reading iLLuSiOnS & dELuSiOnS →