Serendismissed

You said our love was serendipitous.

Love you something ridiculous

To pi or infinity – but it didn’t exist

Like a diss I was dismissed

You said it yourself that

You were finished

Cut me out like I’m dead…

God it hurts so bad

To know I meant nothing and it’s just sad

That I was just replaced

Because you just gave up on what we had.

Now I sit with all these

Excuses, accusations and no grace…

Part of me wonders if you loved me at all

Nor even tried or could in the first place

I have cried my tears

Thru my biggest fears

Losing you and feeling all alone here.

My heart still aches

Like little earthquakes

Relieving tension from faults

With big and small emotional shakes.

I still hold hope it was true.

But what can I do?

Just move on and find someone else

Just like he is going to?

I thought it meant more

I guess not anymore

When all we did was even the score.

Maybe it just wasn’t worth all my fighting for.

(written on Mar 8, 7:22 PM)