Bothersome

Do you know what bothers me?

You created me as a monster in your head.

You victimize… yourself with lies,

Confusion gave way instead.

Do you know what bothers me?

Is you said forever and bounced.

Like you played my heart right from start…

Didn’t give a fucking ounce.

Do you know what bothers me?

The fact I shouldn’t care.

You obviously didn’t, it’s been like this a minute…

Because nothing with you was ever fair.

Do you know what bothers me?

As time goes on… it does less.

Because i realize instead of asking whys

I see now it was just a damn mess.

But you know what doesn’t bother me?

I’m picking up the pieces of my soul.

Figuring what I’m about,

stepping out of this cloud…

Like a diamond comes out of coal.

(written on Apr 7, 9:38 PM)