Ride or Die or Lies

I really had to let him go

I had to say goodbye

I spent 6 months realizing that

The past ten years were just a lie.

I’d tell myself you loved me,

I thought you needed to grow…

and when you took what you could from me…

You said I was too sick and needed to go.

You made me feel like this was my fault

But I’m not going to have that…

I’ve spent two years learning to love myself…

And I’ve come too far and that’s a fact.

To backslide

When I said I was ride or die…

Has cost me too much when you can’t even swallow your pride.

So ask yourself when you’re done

What you could have done

Instead of run.

(written Jan 16, 12:50 PM)