Idealized

Idealized in my head

The version I created dead

Dissatisfaction

With my traction

Lack of feeling and no reaction

Thought it had passion

But that’s gone – no more action

Broken

Misspoken

Love turn toxic has us sitting back and choking

No emotion.

It’s fine – I bring no commotion

Because you validated everything in one single little motion.

It’s okay – I showed my devotion

I stuck by waiting and hoping

Faith had me keep going

But now I see it I guess I had to feel it…

It’s been dead a long time and I just couldn’t actually accept it.

(written August 31, 2022 5:40 PM)