I feel so empty inside
Feelings I cannot deny
Watching what once gave me life..
Just shrivel up and die
Because we lost sight
And gave into the fight
Scared like scorned children
The realness gave us a bit of fright
Lovers quarrels turned to toxic chaos
Saying things just out of spite
One hurt cancels another right?
Our feelings began to kite
Losing ourselves in one another
When we really had no right.
So I had to say goodbye.
Now I am writing pain that gives me pause
Circling in my own misery just cause
No matter how hard it was
No matter what he really does
Cannot bring me peace because
Love is love
And he just pulled out the fucking rug.
He said that he was done,
But who was really the one?
When going got tough,
They done gone.
But are they going to stay that way…
When those feelings and realizations come?
(written Jan 18, 2:02 PM)
Confessions of a Trauma Queen 